Hello again
I disappeared for a while!

I guess I should say that I disappeared into my job, my fancy-pancy cubicle job where I stare at a computer all day and then come home and find that the last thing I want to look at is a computer. So if you're holding your breath for me to come on instant messenger . . .you must be very blue by now.

I bought a new computer, an apple Macbook, which I think I will call "Apple" after Gwenneth Paltrow's daughter. Guess what? It's mostly used to purchase music from iTunes, because "Poddy" makes me feel like a real music lover, and "Apple" seems to have some internet issues.

What else? Christmas was nice. New Years was great! I can't really comment on the first part but the second part was hilarious!

Last weekend I went to a party to a boy I used to refer to in the old journal as Blue-haired boy. His hair is not blue any more because he's in the Army and stationed in Afghanistan. There was a girl there that I used to really like in highschool. No not that way, I just really wanted to be her friend because I thought she was so (ahem) neat. She hasn't changed a bit, it doesn't look, and I feel like a completely different person. but I don't think I left her with that impression. We exchanged phone numbers but still haven't really connected to TALK, which was what she said she wanted to do. I wouldn't mind talking, and if she wants to TALK, fine. but if neither of us wants to be found it isn't really going to happen.

Sometimes I feel like I'm getting out more than enough, more than I should even, although this weekend all I did was play around with my Poddy.